If u feel that way, why can't you simply let me go? How much longer do you want me to wait for you? Until it's too late for me to find true love? My heart aches when I know how you feel & it is a fact. What you need is the courage & strength to face reality. Just go for what you really want very much! I hate this kind of feeling, not knowing the outcome.

I want to be in control of my life! Period.